The joke was on me...aduh...jangan lah...T.T

I was talking to my male colleague today...

Me:I love this song....especially when you're feeling depressed...u feel like the world is against u...so emo till can commit suicide...
Male colleague: Why all women liddat ar???my wife also liddat...
Me:=_=



I started a joke,
which started the whole world crying,
but I didn't see that the joke was on me,

oh no.
I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.
I looked at the skies,
running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed,
hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Till I finally died,
which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies,
running my hands over my eyes,
and I fell out of bed,
hurting my head from things that I'd said.

Till I finally died,
which started the whole world living,
oh, if I'd only seen that the joke was one me.

Take me to your heart-jom kita nyanyi karaoke!!!

Karaoke version...


Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl (boy)

(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(Chorus)

Hell hath no fury as a woman scorned!!!!!

Piss me off and this is what you'll get!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
Yea it's me!!! Dun u think I'll make the sexiest vampire ever???XD (shut up!!! dun compare with the Queen of the Damned) ...Pict curi-ed from Xuanyi (chewxy.com) Thanks!!!

Starry starry night - A song for Van Gogh

I was driving home one night when i heard the song "starry starry night" on the radio...I felt terribly emo and lonely after listening to it...and it has been stuck in my head! Look at van Gogh's paintings...Some of it are quite beautiful...But there's a sense of emptiness inside each of the paintings...Van Gogh had depression and attempted suicide by shooting himself which result in his death 2 days later...

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.

Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze, Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
Frame less head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will...

I've always been in love with you~~~Take a bow

I always feel like crying when i sing this every time during the starting of Rose Rose I love you.....Emo song T.T.....

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

Look at what I've found!!!

Performance with the Vienna Boys choir at Genting!!!I'm the one in the middle....red top with yellow and black skirt....my skinny moment... i was only 47 kg

I googled Operafest children's choir and see what I've found XD

Those were the days!!! ;-)

2008 IS MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE YEAR!!!

New Year Eve Dinner grocery shopping at carrefour Subang (31.12.2007)

Natural Shadowy effect---waiting for elaine at kelana jaya LRT

Camwhoring somemore---why is Elaine taking so long???

AHHH!!!pimples!!!

Elaine Jalleh...Killing potatoes

Calvin Chong with his specialty---chicken with some sauce :-P

While they cooked camwhored with chocolates i found in Calvin's fridge

camwhoring somemore...Ok...i admit...I can't cook T.T

our humble new year's eve dinner ;-)

Me fat hao-ing with calvin

Elaine and I

COLLEGE BFF'S!!!!!!

In front of 1U.....waiting for the fireworks

Kampar gangster and puchong tai kar jie XD

Feeling sleepy...

The first firework!!!Yay!!!New Year!!!

Its more beautiful when u see it urself!!!

Traffic Jam!!!Ppl triple and four-ple parking

1/1/2008 New year's Day Dim Sum with uncle and aunties at Concorde Hotel KL

Yummy!!!

Purple earrings

My cousin Samantha, her bf, and my paternal grandfather Andrew Low Kim Kay/ low tim soon nam if you noe the story ;-P

Me, mummy and hao hao baby!!!

Snow jelly...googled it...it's suppose to be some extract found from some kind of frog in China...But damn tasty!!!

Mango Pudding

Aunties kaypoh-ing

Yay!!!

Dinner at Sushi King with Elaine Toon, Joshua teoh kang jen, Debbie and daniel...Forgot to take picts with them....T.T sorry

sushi waitress and sushi belt behind!!!

2/1/2008---Shopping with high school BFF Nimi Goh at Sungei Wang...
Below--Shoes shoes and more shoes!!!

Was very happy celebrating the first few days of New year with ppl I Love and care for!!!
(Part of) 2008 Resolutions

• Get straight A's for my final semester and GRADUATE!!!
• Learn to play musical instruments
• Learn Tap Dancing
• Start gymnastics lesson...(starting today XD)
• Improve my singing
• Improve my magic skills
• To Be more focus
• Improve Public Speaking Skills
• To learn to say NO!!! and not be too nice to ppl and be taken advantage off!!!
• LOOSE WEIGHT!!!(this has been my resolution every year)P.S.I appreciate that many of my friends say I look good enough...maybe I should also learn to be confident of how I look...