The "fake" World of Beauty Pageants...How True Friendships can really still exist...

Contestant Number 3...

Meaning....the 3rd shortest in the competition la....celaka...:-P

At the gym...I look really "tulan"...But I'm actually enjoying myself...>_<"

Featured in News Straits Time...Had sooo much FUN!!! I MISS MISS MISS DANCING & being in DANCE STUDIOS!!!

Yay!!!Free bag, t-shirt & cap...LOL...

At Definite makeup counter...Hmmm...Strangely...My side profile really look like the picture on the left...:-P

One of our sponsors...Sakae Sushi...Hey!!! where's my membership card???:-P

Cilla Fong trained us in catwalk & etiquette...:-P a veteran in the industry...dun play play!!!

(and....If I didn't remember wrongly...she's the sister in-law of my high school class teacher...the teacher I HATED!!!!...GASPPP!!!)

The world is our stage...

Sportwear round...I love this jacket!!!

Kebaya round

Kebaya round 2...

Pretty maids all in a row...

I'm sincerely happy that Thanuja won...:-D

Wash board abs (almost!)...CHECK!

Slim arms...CHECK!

I've learned sooo much in just 5 days of hotel arrest!!!

The world of beauty pageants is soooo DAMN BLOODY SCARY...So many plastics!!!

Faker 1:

At the stART society, one of the finallist brought lollipop for the kids. BRIBERY ALERT!!! Me and Chantelle couldn't stop laughing. SO DAMN FAKE!!!

Faker 2:

When the cameras appeared, one girl said" I love you Jaslene, you are my idol/favourite" and started hugging Jaslene (one of the judges). I wanted to vomit blood...

So many times I've heard these phrases..."We love each other", "We are best friends", "I love doing charity work", "My Boobs are not fake"...

I do Theater...I can tell if your acting sucks or your boobs are fake:-D

Even Before and After the pageant, I heard stories from different contestants telling me stuff like "Someones gonna win coz someone is gonna sleep/sleeping with someone" "Oh Sarah, those girls hate you coz they are intimidated by how good you can sing, dance, act" blah blah...

HAHAHAHAHAH.....do you think sooo easy to affect me/mess with my mind meh? bodoh...

There was even one girl who LITERALLY went crazy because she did not get into top ten. The Chaperons said "coz she really wanted to use this as a platform to do charity work" MY ASS LAH...you don't need a title to do charity work.

I got no title also I've been doing charity work for 9 YEARS OK!!! NONE OF THEM HAS BEEN DOING CHARITY FOR 9 YEARS...

That being said, there are TRUE SINCERE people out there. ALL MAN!!! Don't despair. Kind hearted hot chicks do exist :-D ( Like me la...LOL!!!)

Lunch at SMK Bandar Sunway

Me & Me Team :-D We sang, danced & played games....Charity work is fun...and It's not all about just giving $$$

Laura (Everyone is asking me for her number!!!), Me & Allison (Love her super chun canon camera :-P!!!)

Doly is a nice babe too...too bad I didn't have much chance to get to know her...:-(

It's takes a lot of effort to sleep and look this pretty okay...!!! :-D

Thank god I had Chantelle as my guiding angel, apparently. I wasn't sabo-ed or bullied because I was always with Chantelle ( a veteran Beauty Pageant competitor & Model in the industry) and the other girls were intimidated by Chantelle who has vast experience in the modelling industry.

My friendship with her started about 1 1/2 years ago on the NTV7's gameshow called "Deal or No Deal Season 2"...

Unlike the other "fake" friendships in the pageant, My friendship with Chantelle is TRUE. From the period between Deal or No Deal till the Finals of Miss World Malaysia 2009, we were always there for each other to give moral and emotional support.

In our Friendship, there is nothing material at all...only PURE SINCERITY. We are friends not because we can give each other money, or our networks can help each other or we want somehing out of each other. NO SUCH THING!

I really admire Chantelle for being soooo strong despite always being picked at because of other people's jealousy. She has taught me and showed me so much. She's like an older sister I never had.

My roomate Marie, is a sweetheart too... A REAL sweetheart...:-)

I just love this pict...sooo baywatch...wakakak!!!

At the mamak after the Finals...WE CAN FINALLY EAT!!!

My advice: Join a beauty pageant for "EXPERIENCE". It's really a life experience that not everyone can experience. Yet, all the negative & positive experience has made me sooo much stronger and sooo much wiser. Can't you believe it? In just 5 days, I have changed, from a naive 21 year old who thinks that this world only has rainbows and sunshines and unicorns to a 21 year old who have seen the rainbows, sunshines, unicorns AND the goblins, witches, vampires, and man-eaters.

P.S....Some of the tagged FB picts were from allison yeo, yin tf, stephen low, doly ho & gabrielle...Thanks guys!!! :-D