When you're 15...

This song gives me a very Nostalgic feeling....I still feel like that lil 15 year old girl...believing that true love will one day come in a form of a knight in shining armour on a white horse.... love love love Taylor Swift...I can really relate to her songsss...:-) I really miss the innocence of falling in love and having a guy tell me that he LOVES me and really mean it



Now dating is so damn superficial...most men who wants to date me right now have "other" hidden agendas...FUCK off!!! I'm not that Naive...I can bloody read ur intentions...There was something a "close friend" of mine said which was damn bloody hurtful...



friend:"So you're a proper relationship kind of girl?"

me:"Ain't all girls looking for "PROPER" relationships?"

friend:"Not all, some are just looking for fun"

me:"If I want fun I rather go for Facial or Dance classes...Don't waste my time"



What hurt the most wasn't because my friend don't think I'm a proper girl (easy/slut!)...What hurt the most was that I've known him for 8 years...When I was an innocent 14 year old....deep down inside I'm still that same innocent 14 year old girl...I've only mature mentally and have Improved makeup skills....How can he not know who the real Sarah is after knowing me that long & HOW CAN SOMEONE I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST SAY THINGS LIKE THAT???



I'm "infamous" (yay???) for being hard to get/picky/choosy/having high standards.....but then again....why go out someone that I don't even like/not attracted to???Haven't you heard...A GIRL KNOWS WHAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP (friend,boyfriend,husband,ji mui...lol) SHE WANTS TO HAVE WITH A GUY THE FIRST 2 MINUTES OF MEETING HIM...and its not all looks nor money (how to know whether got money in 2 minutes or not...wtf...)...I've been attracted to guys who are not super duper good looking....but It felt really nice being with him...:-p (oh shit...deepest thought revealed!!!...GASP!!!)



anyways...enjoy the song;-P



You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors

It's the morning of your very first day

And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while

Try and stay out of everybody's way



It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here

For the next four years in this town

Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say

"You know, I haven't seen you around before"'



Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out

Well, count to ten, take it in



This is life before you know who you're gonna be Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail

And soon enough you're best friends

Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool



We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car

And you're feeling like flying

And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one

And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends

When the night ends



Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

When you're fifteen and your first kiss

Makes your head spin 'round



But in your life you'll do things greater than

Dating the boy on the football team

But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday

But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy

Who changed his mind and we both cried'



Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall

I've found time can heal most anything

And you just might find who you're supposed to beI

didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen



Your very first day

Take a deep breath girl

Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors